I trust Him!
"Why me? Why can't there be a smooth path ahead? Why do you do this to me?", I fight with Bhagwanji. I want answers from Him. I blame Him. I argue, I get upset, I take offence. "You never listen to me, my prayers", I hold Him accountable, again and again. Yet I know he is listening. He gives back in unexpected ways. He is there up somewhere always listening. No matter how we talk back. No matter what we do. No matter how crudely we hold Him responsible for our deeds. I know He has my back. He is the Almighty, however, feels like a friend. Sometimes a guide, a philosopher, somebody who is approachable yet not really. I question Him every now and then. I question His plans too. But deep down I know, His plans are always better. I trust Him. "Just as love is a verb, so is faith" - Nannie Helen Burroughs. But I also am apprehensive, as a human being, who doesn't know what's in store for me. "Have faith", is what my mind keeps telling ...