I trust Him!

 "Why me? Why can't there be a smooth path ahead? Why do you do this to me?", I fight with Bhagwanji. I want answers from Him. I blame Him. I argue, I get upset, I take offence. 

"You never listen to me, my prayers", I hold Him accountable, again and again. Yet I know he is listening. He gives back in unexpected ways. He is there up somewhere always listening. No matter how we talk back. No matter what we do. No matter how crudely we hold Him responsible for our deeds. 

I know He has my back. He is the Almighty, however, feels like a friend. Sometimes a guide, a philosopher, somebody who is approachable yet not really. I question Him every now and then. I question His plans too. But deep down I know, His plans are always better. I trust Him. 

"Just as love is a verb, so is faith" - Nannie Helen Burroughs.

But I also am apprehensive, as a human being, who doesn't know what's in store for me. "Have faith", is what my mind keeps telling me. And sometimes, I adhere to it's words and other times I doubt. This diffidence is more for self than Him, for obvious reasons.

"God's grace is not a one-time event, but a continuous flow of blessings" - Unknown.

We all know that everything happens for a reasons and it happens for the best. Still, the uncertainty takes over the rationale. We accuse Him and criticize His policies. "Why me?", is the interrogative for all of us, isn't it? 

"Yes, you! Because you are strong. You are pertinent, fit to survive. You have the attitude to get up after a fall. Bouncing back is your forte, mentally and physically", is the answer I perceive. 

"Krishna says : I may let you fail sometimes, but will never let you fall"

All of us at some point of time doubt Him, for His ways. But in the end He proves us wrong. He knows each one of us, in and out, better than ourselves. And I guess He has more faith in us than we do. 

"God is always with us and around us, no matter what we are doing!" - Bhagwat Gita.

There is this invisible hand over our heads that blesses us unconditionally. Or may be there's just one condition; do good 'karma'. He expects nothing else from us. And this only expectation isn't even for Himelf, it's for us, our amelioration. 

We tend to take small steps, walking ahead intuitively, no matter how dark the surroundings are. We do this solely for the trust in Him. 

We pray, but mostly when we are in trouble, when something is bothering us. Other times, we forget his existence. We are too lazy to acknowledge, as everything in our lives is running smoothly, requires no celestial interference. But as soon as a crisis hits upon us, we rush to His shelter. Yes, human beings are selfish species. And He knows it better! Nevertheless, He keeps giving chances, opportunities to improve. It's upon us to catch up or falter. 

"When God works, it's always worth the wait. No matter how long you think it takes, be patient". - Unknown.

Trust Him, He always pre-crastinates!

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