The safest place on earth....mother's womb!



 The pain in womb starts with your first period. It's the sign the universe shows you. I think the connect begins there, first with your womb and then with the tiny life that it's going to host there.

The tiny dot that you see in that very first sonography after the pregnancy, forms an instant connect. You keep looking at that black and white paper report for days, until you hear the heartbeats in the next sonography session. And this new development puts you on cloud nine.

When you try to stroke your hands over the belly, which isn't as big yet, you feel that connect more.

You already know that your umbilical cords are connected, so you follow a strict diet, you don't dare to eat rubbish. Eating healthy doesn't bother you, for the first time. You'd been eating at road side chat stalls, vada pav thelas, drinking sugarcane juice at that open machine next to the flowing nala(gutter). But now all this makes you glance at your belly and your mind says No!.

A slightest movement causes ecstasy. The movements, make it a more beautiful experience. The connection gets stronger, when you move your hand over the belly and the baby kicks. Ah! It's responding already....the kinship, the attachment, is sturdier!

And after the wait for 9 months is over, you finally feel the pain yet again. You endure it somehow, anyhow. You have to, for the one you want to hold in your arms. The baby too, is eagerly waiting for you to hold it in your warmth.

The cozy grip of your hands, close to your bosom, the baby feels safe. This coupling between you two, without any misalignment, is sure a power coupling, transforming nothing but love.

As you, rock, croon, nurse, feed, cocoon, protect, pamper, cuddle, your cherub....even if it's not anymore in your womb, your womb still feels warm. It still feels that pain, now a sweet though, as if it's reminding you, this is the same precious fragment of your flesh and blood, that once swathed in there.

Your womb still pains, as your heart does, when this little one falls, gets hurt, feels sad, feels lost. Even if he's a teenager now, if he ignores you, sometimes, you touch your heart and the same time touch your womb. Even when the teenager matures into a man, gets married, becomes a father, even if your nest gets empty, I am sure this womb will still feel the pain, for both, sorrowful and joyous moments!



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